i hate everything that you mean to me
and all the things you said
i hate everything that you promised me
the shit you put in my head

i hate everything that you lied about
and your short tempered tounge
i hate everything that you said youd be
and now im standing here alone

i hate every day that i trusted you
and everything that i gave
i hate every word that i wasted on you
that you threw all away

i hate every tear that i shared with you
and the deepest confessions of truth
i hate every time that i ran to you
dripped in the blood of my youth

i hate that i let myself love you so much
enough to call you blood
i hate that i wasted all this time
and i hate knowing im just not enough...

the truth is that i dont hate you
i love you more than you could know
but i hate that were here in this place
with this this hate that you ever so casually throw

i hate that i am too proud to cry
and too sensitve to have anger
i hate that im leaving in exactly 2 weeks
and you wont be at my graduation

i love you for the person i know you are
and the potential you have to grow
but i hate the words that you said to me
and the side that you chose to show...

im sorry will never cut it
the damage has been done
i forefit, i gave in
are you happy that you've won?

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no one reads this. i HIGHLY doubt ill keep it when i go to college....
i graduate in less than a week.
i just needed to clear my head of some feelings ^^.
bye.